Salty Little Lies: Coley’s Episode 7 Recap

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This definitely happened. Yep. Source: http://bit.ly/1nAGKBb

Woah. A whole lotta stuff went down in this episode.

We arrive in Vegas, then Luca returns, I use a bunch of big confusing words, and the cowboy does a belly flop.

As much as I’d like to talk about all of these things individually, there is only so much I can fit into one bitty blog post, and I’d like to take this opportunity to get a few things off my chest.

The Great Ham Fiasco of 2014. 

What you saw on Sunday night was true. I told a fib. It happened. But what you didn’t see, was why.

I’ve been getting a lot of harsh backlash about my horrible, deceitful, lying ways. People feel they can no longer trust me, and I’ve spent the better part of the past week beating myself up about it.

In life, in REAL life, I am actually honest to a fault. Believe it or not, sometimes the truth can hurt people.

Growing up, my parents taught me to always be an honest person. My Dad raised me with the logic that lying would always get me in more trouble than if I told the truth, no matter how bad it was. When he found a pack of cigarettes in my purse when I was 16, I didn’t tell him I was holding them for a friend. I fessed up to my “cool” new habit, and while he was upset, he didn’t punish me. Instead, we had a long heart to heart about the dangers of smoking, addiction, and why it’s a really bad idea.

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Honest influences, Mom and Dad

I always appreciated this approach to life, and it taught me early on that lying, especially about important things, is never a good idea.

After Sunday’s episode, it seems that I have not only disappointed my fans, but I lost the trust of many viewers simply because I chose to verbalize a different word for prosciutto.

My presentation was well received, and the judges loved my scallop with romesco sauce. The fact that such a boneheaded mistake is causing such a negative reaction is absolutely gut-wrenching. How could I be so STUPID?

Well, let me walk you through my thought process.

In the mentor challenge, Giada was giving us great advice about how to better describe food to viewers. One thing many of us struggled with was the fact that we didn’t quite like the food we were eating, so it made it difficult to describe in a hunger-inducing way.

Giada said that if we don’t like what we’re eating, sometimes its OK to tell a little white lie in order to get a point across to viewers. 

It wasn’t until later, of course, that I realized she was  referring to opinion and not giving permission stretch the truth about facts. But this stuck with me, as advice from people I look up to often does. Which is exactly why I held on to what Bobby said to me in episode 5 (Knott’s Berry Farm). He told me that I missed a golden opportunity to take the audience to the coast of Mexico.

This time around, I was hell bent on taking them to the coast of Spain.

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A variation on the dish- with crispy prosciutto sprinkled over the top

My idea was to play off of one of my most requested party dishes, scallops wrapped in bacon. I would sear up some scallops to get them nice and caramelized on the outside, then wrap them in serrano ham, instead of bacon, to provide that salty contrast to the sweet scallop. And then to cut through the richness with some acid, and to add a smokey element, I wanted to make a killer romesco sauce- a Catalonian staple made from roasted peppers, tomatoes, garlic, nuts and bread.

I was pumped to make this dish, and got to work quickly. But here’s the thing: In our pantry, proteins aren’t labeled. Chefs are expected to know what chicken, shrimp, beef, etc. look like. The ham was also not labeled. It was simply a dry cured ham, sliced thin, wrapped in paper and plastic wrap, without a name.

My assumption was that it was prosciutto. It looked and tasted like it, and it’s the most common of all the dry cured hams.

Hmm… So if I say I’m using prosciutto, I’m afraid the judges will hammer down on me for using an Italian product when I’m trying to sell Spain. But then I remembered what Giada said about it being alright to tell a fib in certain situations to embellish a story. So maybe I could just say its serrano ham, the Spanish equivalent, and it won’t be a big deal. WRONG.

I’m not saying that it was Giada’s fault I lied. At all. I take full responsibility for what I said. I just want people to see where I was coming from.

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A mad dash for ingredients. In the FNS kitchen, ya snooze ya lose.  Source: http://bit.ly/1nAGKBb

In fact, I never really looked at is as a lie, more of an interpretation. After all, the mystery meat had never actually been confirmed to be prosciutto.

When I commented about the party goers not being able to tell the difference, it wasn’t at all meant to be a dis to them or their intelligence. In fact, I give viewers a lot more credit than some (I know you know what viscosity means).

I said it because it would be really hard for anyone. In this dish, with all the other flavors, it would be nearly impossible to tell unless you were maybe some sort of ham guru with an incredibly discerning eye and palate. Well, ok. Maybe Alton and Giada are totally just that.

Right after I graduated college, I worked at a gourmet Italian market in the area. We sold all sorts of high end meats and cheeses, not just of the Italian variety, and I was in charge of educating customers about each.

So lets talk about what the difference actually is.

You see, prosciutto and serrano ham are very similar products. Of course, there can be slight differences between the two, but both are simply versions of dry cured ham. Prosciutto is Italian, and jamón (Spanish for ham) is Spanish. Jamón serrano, or serrano ham, tends to be a bit dryer and denser in texture, with a slightly more pronounced flavor. The methods of production are slightly different for each, but even within each category they can differ quite a bit.

There are many different producers of each, and depending on the breed of pig, ingredients used, and method of curing, they can vary greatly in shape, size, color, texture, and flavor. It would make more sense to differentiate the characteristics between different brands, as both prosciutto and serrano ham serve as more general terms.

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pants on FIRE. Source: http://bit.ly/1nAGKBb

Think about it like this. Champagne, prosecco, and cava are all essentially the same thing: sparkling wines identified by the regions the are produced in. Yet their flavors can vary greatly depending on the producer. Two bottles of champagne can taste very different, just like two types of prosciutto can taste very different.

There are some really bad prosciuttos out there on the market. Cheap, nitrate-laden, poorly made versions that are a far cry from the acclaimed prosciutto di Parma, which is heavily regulated in production. There are even some incredible, artisinal proscuittos being made right here in America, like those from Iowa company, La Quercia. Their prosciuttos are absolutely fantastic, but can look very different from Italian varieties. The same goes for jamón.

See this description from Wikipedia:

Jamón serrano: (also known as jamón reservajamón curado and jamón extra): “ordinary cured ham” from white pigs, fed with a mixed diet of authorized commercial compound feed. The words serranocuradoreserva and extra are just marketing terms and do not reliably indicate quality, which can differ markedly between different brands and is not easy to recognize.

Unlike Serrano’s older, more sophisticated cousin ibérico, serrano is not regulated in quality. Jamón ibérico is much more expensive, like prosciutto di Parma, as the production is highly regulated and can only be made from black Iberian pigs.

“But how did you think you could fool Alton and Giada?!”

The thing is, I wasn’t trying to.

I had honestly misinterpreted Giada’s advice and made a hasty decision that seemed logical at the time. I’m still a bit perplexed as to how Mr. Brown was so quick to identify that my ham was not, in fact, serrano, based on sight alone, and from a distance nonetheless!

I don’t discredit Alton’s food authority for a second. I’ve been a fan of his for a long time, and the guy is a BOSS. There is no doubt that he knows his stuff. Same goes for Giada. I know that homegirl knows her prosciutto!

But because even different prosciuttos look different from one another (prosciutto San Daniele is often darker than prosciutto di Parma), it is really hard to determine the country of origin from sight alone.

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Sure, props make sense. Source: http://bit.ly/1nAGKBb

Overall, looking back, I see that it was really just poor judgement on my part. Bottom line, they aren’t the same thing, and I shouldn’t have pretended they were.

Hindsight is always 20/20.

I made a decision thinking it would prevent me from being criticized for not being authentic to Spain, but it instead, it actually caused even more trouble and made me seem like less of a food authority.

EPIC FAIL.

I’ve made a lot of stupid mistakes on this show. Forgetting the pasta was a knucklehead move. Bombing on the green screen challenge was brutal.

But this wasn’t a weird breadcrumb gnocchi or an awkward performance. This was something that actually caused people to question my integrity, and to no longer trust me.

It was never my intention to mislead people, or to do something that would ever discredit my food authority on national television. I have a history of over thinking things to the point of self sabotage, and this was a perfect example. Sometimes I just need to get out of my own way.

I want to extend my sincerest apologies to anyone who has lost their faith in me as a result of this whole debacle. I am disappointed in myself, and all I can do, as I did on the show, is promise to never, EVER, make a mistake like that again. Moving forward, I hope that I can regain some of the trust I lost this past week.

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Chris was always quick on his feet! Source: http://bit.ly/1nAGKBb

But before I sign off, this blog wouldn’t be complete without saying a few words about my buddy Chris.

As I mentioned before, one hour just isn’t enough time to really get a feel for all of our personalities. Chris, without a doubt, wins the award for class clown. He was alllllways cutting up and cracking jokes behind the scenes, making all of us keel over in laughter. His impressions of people were priceless! He brought a light element to the group that I totally missed when he was gone.

Chris had overcome a lot of big hurdles in his life to get where he is today, and it was incredibly inspiring to hear his story. Not many people are able to pick themselves back up after hitting rock bottom, and especially not able to reach the level of success that he has. He should be so proud of all his accomplishments. And even though he didn’t win Food Network Star, he still got very far, and heck, this guy won on Cutthroat Kitchen! Ya can’t win ’em all, CKY!

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It may look like a lot of drama on screen, but in real life, there’s actually no “beef” between any of us

 

Tune in next week as we embark on the toughest culinary challenge to date!

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Top moments from this Episode

Watch a video recap of Episode 7 and a sneak peak of Episode 8!

Read fellow Season 10 contestant Emma Frisch’s Recap

Read Season 8 winner Justin Warner’s Rebel Recap

Read Chris’ Exit Interview

21 thoughts on “Salty Little Lies: Coley’s Episode 7 Recap”

  1. I said it before and I’ll say it again you are too hard on yourself, minor error and it wasn’t even eventful, no big deal. I think your food is great and you are doing very well. xo

  2. Well said. Hopefully this will be the end of “HamGate.” I applaud serious foodies, but the blog commenter who supposedly won’t let her children watch a show that “accepts lying” needs to a) turn the TV off for all political debates and television commercials, and b) start saving for her kids’ therapy right away. I’m pretty sure no one’s life will be negatively impacted if they switch out their dried/cured ham.

  3. I can’t believe the kid I treated like my own “annoying” little sister grew up to be such a beautiful and talented women. No matter what happens on the show Nicole is already a star in SJ!

  4. I’m thinking there isn’t Serrano ham in FN kitchen and the judges knew it ahead of time. You sincerely apologized for your mistake and now it’s time to move on, babe. Even the lion from Narnia forgave the boy for his wrong doing and then said, “we shall never speak of this again.” Words well spoken. My only regret right now is that I wasn’t there to taste those awesome scallops!

  5. Chef Nicole, I have not lost faith in you. Looking at the two meats, I can’t tell a dime’s worth o’ difference! You also owned up to it. You deserve credit for that. This was NOT “the Great Old West Train Robbery.”. Still, “the camera is always on.” But it is for the other finalists, too. And I can find quite a bit more to criticize with most of *them*. It is good that you posted both the side by side pics of both meats and also included the Wikipedia thing, and explained about the Champagne. All of this is good to know. Week after week I see you delivering one reliable and wonderfully tasty dish after another. The way you introduced yourself in ep.1, (unpretentious and clear/lucid) and the way you were informal, warm and confident in ep.2 w/”guiding Alton through some cooking”, was excellent! Keep those great flavors coming. Relax a bit, Keep smiling. There’s alot to like about you. 🙂

  6. 1: Anyone that was really bothered by the whole thing should be ashamed of themselves. That said, your explanation is awesome and the more behind the scenes stuff regarding the show and how it works the better (hint).

    2: It was obvious by the way you described it in the diary room that you were not being devious. If you had tented your fingers it would have been a different story, but you didn’t so you are innocent.

    3: I need a way to get these eppys downloaded so I can make gifs and screenshots. Does the network give you…vhs tapes or something?

    1. Thanks! It seems that half the audience didn’t see it as a big deal, and especially those who know me. But there were definitely a lot of people who were absolutely appalled by it! Hopefully they all read this blog and get me off the hook. I have no idea how to get the episodes downloaded, the network most certainly does not provide us with a copy. I do know you can view the episodes on youtube however. There are some good memes and gifs over at http://hotdogrocket.tumblr.com/. You need to step up your game!! haha (be sure to locate the resting bitch face gif, its perfect). Thanks again for all the love, Mr. Einstein!

      1. Oh I will get it done. And I also won’t point out the fact that you directed me to a site called hot dog rocket in a comment in the post about how much you study European meats. TV-G, Gaffney! Sheesh.

  7. I’m so glad I discovered your blog. It is a “must read” for all of the posters on the FN blog site! I didn’t think, for one second, that you intentionally intended to misrepresent the ham…and you deserve KUDOS for keeping it together during your presentation when the wind blew away your dish! I had no idea that the specialty foods (as opposed to “the obvious” ones) had no labeling. Alton, and especially Giada, did not think you were doing anything underhanded, and you apologized. I consider you as a front-runner in this contest and I have believed in your integrity throughout the contest. You have been honest about all of your mistakes, in your blogs, and that is the most important lesson that you have learned. Wishing you continued success and I look forward to each Sunday night’s episode!

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